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26 October 2007
just like the brightest light will fade away to black,
there comes a time when there's no reason to look back. 04 July 2007
tonight we light ourselves on fire. 03 February 2007
Phaedo 26 January 2007
and to love i rhapsodize. 22 January 2007
I am flawed if I'm not free.... 16 October 2006
it is by the grace of me
you never learned what i could see. 24 July 2006
and you thought you could change his mind by changing your perfume to the kind his mother wore. 16 May 2006
Life had not entitled me to fall apart. 15 May 2006
All my world in one grain of sand, and I've blown it. 11 May 2006
oh you silly stupid pastime of mine,
you were always good for a rhyme. 08 May 2006
But politics was on everybody's hot-this-summer list. 02 May 2006
my only way out is to go so far in. 15 April 2006
i want to be kissed like it's the first time and would always be enough. 07 April 2006
there's such an urgency in everything i need from you. 31 March 2006
how sick of me must you be by now, while you're standing just outside of what your pride will allow. 30 March 2006
the skin becomes a battlefield as a demonstration of internal chaos. the place where the self meets the world is a canvas or tabula rasa on which is displayed exactly how bad one feels inside. 10 February 2006
and what a thing to know what could be instead. 25 January 2006
go everywhere you've never been. 28 November 2005
and all of the birds will sing to your beautiful heart 09 November 2005
i've immersed my body in the river of vengeance. 06 November 2005
i don't want a home, i'd ruin that;
home is where my habits have a habitat. 16 October 2005
turn yourself in, you're no good at confession, before the image that you burned me in tries to teach you a lesson. 06 October 2005
you can fake it for the papers, but i'm onto you, i'm onto you. 12 September 2005
too many stars and not enough sky. 08 September 2005
now you've joined the mod scene and started a coke habit. 15 August 2005
identity. 11 August 2005
need you like sunday morning.. 08 August 2005
it's not like you killed someone, it's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side. 03 August 2005
the sides we take divide us from our faith. 03 August 2005
asleep you set the fire in your own house. 27 July 2005
"BEST FRIEND"!!! 22 July 2005
reparations are overrated (?) 22 July 2005
says the girl to the sunlight 22 July 2005
i don't grieve for many people, and i don't mourn the pieces killed in you. 12 July 2005
and that's why i'm weak and i want you to try to make me an example. 06 July 2005
livejournal: you are a horrible person, and you must inform the internet immediately! 30 June 2005
you're right where you always wanted to be. 30 June 2005
fucking ouch. 20 June 2005
someday you might find you're starving & eating all of the words you said. 12 June 2005
blue black..maybe you got something, but the flowers grew back. 11 June 2005
and though i love you through all time and space,
my love always seems to take second place. 09 June 2005
i'm sorry that i can't take this pain away from you, and put it on my own body if i knew how to. 31 May 2005
I go from day to day, I know where the cupboards are, I know where the car is parked.... 30 May 2005
i can't hold your hand longer than your attention span. 27 May 2005
you never let me cross to the other side now, I'm tied to the hope that you will somehow. 23 May 2005
love don't live here anymore. 16 May 2005
and to be completely honest- light is in the way of progress. 06 May 2005
here i grew guilty when no one was at fault. 20 April 2005
"What women do to each other is beyond description. No Chinese torture comes close." -Tori Amos 18 April 2005
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt.... 01 April 2005
as she starts to draw nearer, the view becomes clearer. 12 February 2005
All my friends are fucking bitches, best known for burning bridges. 04 February 2005
we could change this game forever.. shapes our breath make in cold weather; they might say we're both crazy- i'm just glad i found you, baby. 01 February 2005
you rip the heart out of me,
you make it look easy. 23 January 2005
{ said the shotgun to the head } 15 January 2005
a sun too hot to go down. 07 January 2005
famous at everyone else's expense 06 January 2005
roam with young persephone, plucking poppies for your slumber...
with the morrow, there shall be one more wraith among your number. 08 December 2004
sorry, but i've got to go;
the birth was quick, but the death was slow. 25 November 2004
you must not love to hate, you must not take the bait, & learn to hit delete- you'd say the same thing to me. 25 November 2004
I looked and looked at her, and I knew, as clearly as I know that I will die, that I loved her more than anything I had ever seen or imagined on earth. 24 November 2004
i'm losing my mind in a record amount of time.. is it all in my head?
these ghosts in the hallways, and mirrors, and under my bed... 18 November 2004
Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to. 09 November 2004
i got a heart full of rubber bands that keep getting caught on things. 07 November 2004
are you sure where my spark is? 25 October 2004
show us your scars. 12 October 2004
kamikaze 03 October 2004
girl versus bumper sticker: 18 September 2004
baby, i'm all messed up in you. 10 September 2004
your food's still sitting there at the table where you used to be,
the shape of you is still in the bed there next to me. 06 September 2004
the more you talk, the more i want to know
the way i'll remember you when i go. 04 August 2004
& i'm not heading for decay
though you found me on one of my darker days. 02 August 2004
all i need to know is the future, you never want to stay.
i always think i got a plan and maybe it's that i need something to say. 30 July 2004
listening for the sound of it to drop . . . 22 July 2004
how terrible if i
were to drive off a cliff & fly? 17 July 2004
i'll still glow, i'll still glow.
i'll be the perfect someone that you'll never know. 10 July 2004
dangerous like running with knives. 05 July 2004
i picked up the pieces of my broken ego,
i have finally made my peace as far as you and me go. 30 June 2004
show me you can be strong,
it's all i wanted all along. 26 June 2004
too young to hold on & too old to just break free & run. 23 June 2004
longing for home again.. but home is a feeling i buried in you. 31 May 2004
call it fate, call it back, call it off, don't call me later.
lay your head in your bed, it's just how you made it. 29 May 2004
& i don't know what it is about you, i just know it's not what it was.
i don't know why red fades before blue- it just does. 24 May 2004
sometimes the beauty is easy, sometimes you don't have to try at all. sometimes you can hear the wind blow in a handshake, sometimes there's poetry written right on the bathroom wall. 20 May 2004
we don't say everything that we could. so that we can say later oh, you misunderstood. 18 May 2004
it seems to me i'm not doing anything new, i'm just not doing what i used to. 11 May 2004
it's so hard to go into the city, cause you wanna say hey i love you to everybody. 11 May 2004
this is the way you wish your voice sounds, handsome and smart. oh, my tongue's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart. 02 May 2004
how many instances can you point out where i was less than kind? how many happy endings do you need to change your fucking mind? 12 April 2004
i'll walk right out into a brand new day, insane and rising in my own weird way. 11 April 2004
and blast them all to shards. 05 April 2004
shut up, i'm about to tell you about the difference you will never make. 04 April 2004
this is war. every line is about who i don't wanna write about anymore. i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for. 23 March 2004
and when he sleeps i know he's okay. cause when he dreams, he's someone new. 19 March 2004
you can't make someone love you with a song. 16 March 2004
every person's life is a singular response to the confusion of existence. 22 February 2004
they'll all remember what i did. they'll ask whose fault was it? oh she was just a kid. 22 February 2004
i'm going out of my mind with a pain that stops and starts. like a corkscrew to my heart ever since we've been apart. 10 February 2004
taking tea in dreamland. 05 February 2004
i'll just put the two corners together, my soul plays a grave for the night. as i bury my head in the pillows, he says perhaps in another life. 27 January 2004
i'm gonna lock you up cause i got no other friends. 02 January 2004
my truth: 25 December 2003
there's something about you- i think you're made of air. can i send my ghost through the window? can i send it through your dark black hair? 13 December 2003
if i seem suspicious of you, it's 'cos you seem suspicious of me too. 04 December 2003
cause i've got more tongues than just this one. 03 December 2003
i stopped talking an hour ago. 12 November 2003
we blame her for being there. 06 October 2003
you had the strength to scale his wall. 15 August 2003
a darkness that had become solid and utterly blind. 14 July 2003
darling give me your absence tonight; take the shade from the canvas & leave me the white. 11 July 2003
and you can use my skin to bury secrets in. 09 July 2003
don't say it's only for tonight. we'll meet by the shore. and melt into the sand. 07 July 2003
hell don't know my fury. 03 July 2003
feels like reckless driving when we're talking
It's fun while it lasts, & it's faster than walking, 02 July 2003
unwrite every line you wrote to me when you were mine. uncut every scar you ever carved into my heart. 29 June 2003
mad lovin by the cold-hearted. 22 June 2003
all my friends in L.A. love me more than you, love lasts a very long day and then is through. 19 June 2003
the doors are open as you're hoping to be- there's brighter places to see. 06 June 2003
fuck you because i loved you ; fuck you for loving it too. 24 May 2003
The Bangs - 05 May 2003
she's the only one who knows what it is to burn. 05 May 2003
i will try to grind down my horns; but wings will never grow from my side. 03 May 2003
i don't find it necessary to hate the things i love the most........forgotten child; self-inflicted gunshot wound. 01 May 2003
put it in the ground, sing a funeral song. have the neighbors over & they'll sing along. lowering the coffin on a love gone wrong. 28 April 2003
i am not right, you're not wrong. 28 April 2003
you are a song. 26April 2003
maybe you loved me, maybe you didn't- i don't know. it doesnt matter now because when i needed help i was all alone. 25 April 2003
just for the record, there is no record. 23 April 2003
you're a big girl now, you've got no reason not to fight. you've got to know what they are 'fore you can stand up for your rights. 17 April 2003
it's not that you don't know what love means, it's just that you do not love me. 16 April 2003
he only loves those things because he loves to see them break. 04 April 2003
seems like i know the back of your head better than the front. 29 March 2003
so i don't know what's real and what's not. 27 March 2003
i was me but now me is gone. 26 March 2003
i just want your eyes fixated on me. 24 March 2003
every time i pin down what i think i want it slips away. 21 March 2003
army boy memories 19 March 2003
you, you're not good enough for me to even despise. you wasted my time you wasted my time. 09 March 2003
My heart beats blue, beats red, beats mad; Is this the only power that you really wanna have? 27 February 2003
she is your holy mary and i am so ordinary. 26 February 2003
diagnosed as sound. 22 February 2003
pencil hearts erase. 10 February 2003
and she loses a little each day. 06 February 2003
once again my heart is black & blue,
it always leads me back to you. 18 December 2002
leave the winter on the ground. 07 December 2002
well it may sound absurd-
i want to be a wreck for you. 27 November 2002
my doll mouth to your deaf ear. 08 November 2002
she's been everybody else's girl, maybe one day she'll be her own. 06 November 2002
was she asking for it? 02 November 2002
as much as i definitely enjoy solitude, i wouldn't mind perhaps spending a little time. 03 September 2002
pain is only a pulse if you just stop feeling it. 28 April 2002
shine your light cause i don't care. 28 March 2002
some things you lose and some things you just give away. 21 March 2002
prayer under pressure of violent anguish 10 December, 2001
desensitized to everything. 04 october 2001
line me up in single file with all your grievances. 06 July 2000
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